Home for now!
Time home has been good. It’s not been as relaxing as I thought it would be. In some ways it seems almost more stressful. I’m not a big shopper, but have been shopping everyday for items since I’ve been back and it wears me out. I’ve figrued out one-thing, I HATE SPENDING MONEY, especially on myself. I’m running around trying to visit friends and family…make sure I say goodbyes to people before I go. Sometimes it almost as hard to makes plans to meet than just meeting with people. But when it comes to friends and family there is nothing better than a face-to-face goodbye. There are a couple people I know that I won’t get to say goodbye to personally. It makes me a little bit sad at times, but I am becoming more ok with it.
The Father works in mysterious ways and gives you peace, especially when you are dealing with a lot. Going to Him allows me to better focus on what I am doing and why I am going overseas. He helps when times are tough and things are not what you expected. For now I just hate having to travel all around and saying goodbye.
